drying blood between my teeth
skull on fire, fever speaks
hotter water, endless thoughts
getting sick and weak and getting off
all these so called friends who sell me out
to meet their ends
you're pathetic, judge yourself
i don't want or need your fucking help
dying as the summer leaks
drown myself in the kitchen sink
i can't sleep cause the shakes won't quit
a self portrait painted in vomit
burn my wrists with cigaretes
wash the blood out of my dress
feeling cheap, feeling dull
burn a roadside memorial
