First Letter from St. Sean (Rearranged 2018)

When your teeth turn gray And you stain your tongue 'Cause you bite so hard on your lip Blood fills your mouth You can't swallow it 'Cause you can't swallow guilt When your best friend dies And your next friend dies And your best friends friend takes his life And you spend six months on your own 'Cause there is no one left to talk to And I still hear them talk in the back of my head And I still hear them talk And they say to me That I am not a lie I didn't mean to leave you when I died I was just scared that you might be the one to leave There is so much more to life Then the flick of a knife I am alive 'cause I am alive inside of this