I Feel Fire

A life I couldn't wrap my head around Answers I never found, the world that I pulled down I'm overwhelmed, and my voice is shaking I fear I'm lost I'm on my own, and my hands are shaking I'm not here at all I found hope. I found a road out But I let go, now I'm left to wonder I feel fire, it's fueling my doubt My demon is found, burning me out I thought I'd never walk this path again One slip in and I'm wearing thin There isn't strength in me for this, at my weakest Feel fire burning and killing me slow How can I stay sane when I'm drowning in these flames? How can I keep safe when this poison brings me pleasure and pain? When my vision clears, and I find myself My heart beating in my ears, to remind myself That nothing is certain I'm only scratching the surface Nothing easy is worth it So just give me the courage I feel fire, it's fueling my doubt My demon is found, burning me out I thought I'd never walk this path again One slip in and I'm wearing thin There isn't strength in me for this, at my weakest