Happiness Machine

Take my breath away I don't need it anyway 'Cause I'm fine here in my own forgotten world Where I can be myself Left with the hand I'm dealt And it's hard to get a grip when you're holding onto something you just let slip away All these thoughts stuck in my mind Spinning 'round like endless time For once in my life I do wanna feel Something you call real And I don't think that I've got Time for these scars to heal And the days just go by Leaving questions in my mind I guess I'll find the answers Some day in another life Here with my old friend The silence, in the end And it rings all out that I cannot pretend If I just close my eyes And ask a thousand whys Will it change or stay the same? Will it ever go away? The question still remains All these thoughts stuck in my mind Spinning 'round like endless time For once in my life I do wanna feel Something you call real And I don't think that I've got Time for these scars to heal And the days just go by Leaving questions in my mind I guess I'll find the answers Some day in another life Warning signs Read "desolation On the road of Desperation" Happiness machines I'm coming clean What can you do for me? I do wanna feel Something you call real And I don't think that I've got Time for these scars to heal And the days just go by Leaving questions in my mind I guess I'll find the answers Some day in another life So here Now I stand, at the end Of a dark road out of hell It's not so hard, as I depart What a way to become a man