Vacant Heart

Blow True story Check of real nigga out there The bad took a loss when we lost the Mack Shit I've been out here lost since we lost the Jack Lost chance, missed his call, shot when calling bae Loss of family, shit, cancer was the cause of that I been staying out the way, just doing me I know my kids will be devastated losing me I left the streets 'cause the shit ain't what it used to be But find myself sleeping lesser than I used to sleep Diamond change, act name engraved on the pinion I was never scared of dying, it's just a part of living Never started any beef, just make sure to end it And talkin' 'bout it on the gram is just a form of snitchin' Watching the news there was a little girl reported missing I hid my daughter like I called just to say, "I miss you" My nigga Wayne doin' life, wish I could pay a visit Put on this fire, probation is part of my restriction The day we lost the Jack had my heart aching But now they lost so much family now my heart vacant At times it break me down and I can't take it But this the hand that I was dealt, shit I can't change it The day we lost the Jack had my heart aching But now they lost so much family now my heart vacant At times it break me down and I can't take it But this the hand that I was dealt, shit I can't change it I been living with this built up pain inside of me I'm the realest in this game, nah they can't deny me Matter fact it's some labels ain't just to sign me I think it's funny when these labels think they could buy me Shit, I grew up on full San F's Section 8 I had nuttin' now I'm up, I expected hate Higher standards for myself, I expected great And God I like that I made it, just respect the way Smoking on a bast to take the stress away I'm missing beef so I had to wear my vest today Shit I remember sippin' ack and giving take-away I'm quick to turn down a bad bitch unless she pay The day we lost the Jack out the six cents I think he watching over me could be my sixth sense She go broke my hole, no I leave that bitch quick Time fly, did I lie, I'm on this list, nigga The day we lost the Jack had my heart aching But now they lost so much family now my heart vacant At times it break me down and I can't take it But this the that hand I was dealt, shit I can't change it The day we lost the Jack had my heart aching But now they lost so much family now my heart vacant At times it break me down and I can't take it But this the hand that I was dealt, shit I can't change it