Headroom

I scoop the cracks where the milk's turned black Sour chunks of putrid gunk Avoid it all if you threw it down the jacks But they dump it down the sink Gather in the gutter let it fester and stink Paranoid run my hands through my hair Blood stain, vomit, and phlegm on the chair Asking every time why the time won't fly by Cause I'm a nice guy I live a nice lie I say it's complicated To spill your guts out and stare at what you have created I wanna feel the motion keep it all inside I confide in all this black erosion What's it all worth? What have I got to lose? A scab mutated from the scum in a bruise She tells me I should stop sleeping in my clothes Filter out the frequencies all I hear are lows I wait around and I try to, I try to I try to wait it all out but the doubt has integrated I say hi burst open my eye stye Not one for the goodbyes Man I'm such a bad guy I'm wasting away She asks if I feel better I'm puking on her sweater But I'm functioning just fine Don't feel nothing whatsoever Slowly waste away In the gray Another lie, another day ('nother day) She asks if I feel better I'm puking on her sweater When I say I'm feeling fine cause the truth just might upset her Barely know myself Throwing rocks to break my smile Abnormally upbeat in the face of my denial Barely know myself Do you know yourself? Cause I don't really know myself Do you know yourself? I'm functioning just fine Don't feel nothing whatsoever Scrubbing all the puke from the stitching of her sweater Paranoid run my hands through my hair Blood stain, vomit, and phlegm on the chair Asking every time why the time won't fly by Cause I'm a nice guy I live a nice—