Still Wide Awake

Every sound I hear, every move I make Now its 3 am and I'm still wide awake I'm just sitting here, waiting for a call But I doubt that my phone will ring at all I'm not broken yet, I'm still half alive Hoping that we find some sort of afterlife Digging through the ruins Of the walls that I burned down Holding myself back to ask if you miss me now I don't think that I can see from both sides I know I am right, I don't wanna fight I don't wanna think I just wanna know I don't want you to go I'm not going to bed anytime soon And I figured I would find you Still wide awake in your room And I don't wanna give up on you yet But you keep messing with my head And I don't know if I can do What you want me to What do you want me to do I'm still sore from all the times you stabbed my back And left the knife I'm not sure you ever cared You never shared your mind Don't think that I should But I know I will There are paths I can take I'm just standing still I'm still standing stuck I'm so tired of promising myself That I won't fall in love I'm not going to bed anytime soon And I figured I would find you Still wide awake in your room And I don't wanna give up on you yet But you keep messing with my head And I don't know if I can do What you want me to I don't know why I just keep fighting it It's all inside my mind And I'm dying to get out But I can't forget about you You took me to places that I've never seen The spark in your heart set fire to all of my dreams I don't know what to do I'm not going to bed anytime soon And I figured I would find you Still wide awake in your room And I don't wanna give up on you yet But you keep messing with my head And I don't know if I can do What you want me to