Lose Control (Faded)

Lose your mind Lose your body Lose your soul Losing mine costed a body With some blood on his sole Why'd he? Have to do that Now his new blue rag got a smear of red on it And that's not a diss to Crips But I left him cripple cus what a dummy Why'd he to talk to me funny? He ain't know that I been with the shits Ima rip this shit Like another rhyme in my rhyme diction-ary Baby shit get scary But I ain't finna just dip and shit Close my eyes and throw a hissy fit We get through what we know ain't really shit And this ain't really shit The kid got real life problems Can you come sit with them Or you goin' up and leave You ain't with the biz? If that's the case then I should close And that got me reminiscing if You goin' give me back my clothes My jacket, my cologne I know you miss my scent I smell the bullshit from the distances I don't drink and I don't smoke But this might be the only instance when Said this might be the only instance when I be feeling like I'm faded Faded when I talk to you Feel like life a daze when I walk with you Feel like we can't talk unless you spark Or two Shots of that liquor in your system Baby you trippin' Faded when I talk to you Feel like life a daze when I walk with you Feel like we can't talk unless you spark Or two Shots of that liquor in your system Maybe im trippin' I think my biggest lesson Was learning I won't ever get my return on investment With those I broke my neck for Or ones I'd take bullets from a Tec with Out on the streets fighting like I'm playin Tekken Tryna keep how I feel deep inside I can't go to bed with Thoughts corrupting my head My mind my biggest weapon And it seems my biggest enemy Tryna learn from you and take shots of the Hennessy Maybe that'll help me sleep Maybe ima be at ease Baby you might be the key and the lock You might be the reason I start to think I shouldn't stop I just hope I don't gotta question when you talk if that's your heart Hope I don't gotta say how you gaslighted me And made me feel like I'm in dire need When inside you see how I mean well And you believe this hell can't really have a bit of heaven I'm just here to show you some type of a positive perspective It's a dark cloud over me But I still try to make time to be me Same old shit Still rockin' gym shorts underneath my jeans Navy blue Levis and the shorts BCG's I guess shit won't ever change I'm used to being free I'm used to being the one that's goin have to leave I guess it's time I get used to you not letting shit slide I feel I can't get shit to you Or by- You claim that you care But shorty ain't ever been there like I been there Life ain't really been fair I wrote you a letter and my manuscript ain't clear Fuck it here it is hope it's clear after reading this I be feeling like I'm faded Faded when I talk to you Feel like life a daze when I walk with you Feel like we can't talk unless you spark Or two Shots of that liquor in your system Baby you trippin' Faded when I talk to you Feel like life a daze when I walk with you Feel like we can't talk unless you spark Or two Shots of that liquor in your system Maybe im trippin'