Love Sick

I feel like I gave my all So I can argue with ya I feel I can't even call Cus I keep startin' with ya I feel like if you leave me Then I won't start to miss ya I feel like heavy been weighing On my conscious It's a Feeling I ain't really tryna get too honest with ya Cus I say how I feel And you say I ain't honored of it Like I'm bullshitting playin victim Causing these problems with ya Tell me how I'm stupid I ain't go to college with ya How I almost dropped out months before you called my teachers Told them how I'm late cus I ain't have no casa to sleep Workin 60 hours makes it hard that I can't keep up I done tried and tried but shit sometimes just know I give up Hope you know that I ain't wanna give up But shit just hits the fan and I start feeling winded Tables turn and bridges burn And this ain't no lil riddle I can't feel no pity How you treat me Is how you get it I feel like your guilty conscious Is goin haunt you constant I feel like those missing calls Inside your log reminds ya Of how I always put you first Forgot my worth Without it People closest do you wrong With no remorse inside em Even tho you're gone I still think 'bout you I mean what am I supposed to do You was by my side since I was just a youth I just lost the person I ain't think I'd lose I feel like this song goin tell it all I promise I ain't one to show I'm hurt But fuck it i can't hide it I'd be lying if I stood beside ya and play kindly Sucks to feel like fuck you Since we've fucked without a condom I really looked at you like wifey not no baby momma I treat you like you asked said fuck your past Your future's brighter You showed your ass I wanted passion Was that life depriving? You make it feel like you can't help and that don't keep me riding You told me open up World looks to fuck but you ain't like em Broken promises and childish shit like blocking attempts Of texts & pulling up 1:Fifty-sum Outside of your crib Now I can't see myself replying if you say that you sick That love left me throwing up I can't go through it again I put my all in all I love You all I had to begin I wish I called you out before it had to get like this I broke it off but girl I miss I swear I'm so love sick