Inside My Head

If I could get all the time back that I wasted I woulda been blown If I ain't in they top rappers then let's face it It's cus my skin tone Now I put my all and then some Watching your homies blow Make you wanna go get it tenfold I be needing time away Even from my kinfolk But I'll be right back for shit sho Smokers circle steady puffin on that Indo High enough to shake the homies hands that's been gone And I'll be right back High off contact like a zip phone Junior high flippin' off a flip phone Selling trap phones off my big bro Bustin' backflips off gazebos Got bitches begging me to bust in all 3 holes Before she called me 24 She called me Lindo I can't trust a bitch they all shaky like a free throw 2K fans and it's only been a year hoe By next year I'll be in my own league though They say the more money, more problems Tell that to the man that's dead broke and steady starving I take these hard hits to the chin And charge it to the cartridge Blowing on a candle Wishing on a star it's All goin get better I been a trend setter Settin' trends to make amends These demons I hope to get rid of And if I get that feeling That I won't make it home I call my momma phone let her know I'll see you when I see you Swear it's a cold world And I ain't need J Cole word But I know when he hear this he goin' Feel the change in weather I'm more than heating up I'm satan home if he ain't pay the AC bill in long I gotta fire deep inside me I cannot control I know everybody gotta side they wish to not show But i'm scared to show mine and lose a part of my soul Don't wanna have to lose my soul I just hope I make it through I just wanna get from inside my head I don't wanna put my all and fail again I just need someone I can call on to I just need a sign that i'm goin be okay I don't wanna bother you I remember hoping I could just be dead I just wanna get from inside my head I just hope I make it through I just wanna get from inside my head I don't wanna put my all and fail again I just need someone I can call on to I just need a sign that i'm goin be okay I don't wanna bother you I remember hoping I could just be dead I just wanna get from inside my head