Trying to Get Hurt

I moved next door but I kept the keys sometimes i go to the wrong place I panic when i don't find your warm bodies waiting there for me the more i sleep the more complete I find I feel and watching tv doesn't seem so much a waste of time as a way to slow down my speeding brain it never stops making lists of tasks to do today i'm way too slow for my speeding brain i never stop trying to get hurt so I can fall down we made a plan to tour the world but i no longer get out of bed the age of reason is halfway gone and there's still freedom for me the more i sleep the less i need a dream to fill my days and watching tv fulfills my need to numb myself so i can find a way to slow down my speeding brain it never stops making lists of tasks to do today i'm way too slow for my speeding brain