I've heard it all before
"He'll never change, just close the door"
I know, I know what you're thinking
And yeah, last year I swore
I wouldn't stay, but stayed for more
We should've known we were sinking
So, he denies the compromise that we both travel far
Yeah, a compromise is on both sides, but he's known from the start
My future sees me overseas, he's happy here, he's tearing us apart
And I'd be following half of my heart
So, the other day
He mentioned kids, I walked away
Then cue a global pandemic
And now we're stuck in limbo
Sitting, staring out the window
Just a touch of pathetic
So, I deny the compromise that we stay where we are
A compromise, I realise, is really fucking hard
His future sees us married, Jesus, dreaming of a life I'd never start
And I'd be following half of my heart
I need a life that can give me room to grow
I've seen the signs, are they telling me to go?
A change of pace, the kind of place that awakens who you are
Maybe I need to follow, always follow
Have to follow half of my heart
How do I decide what's wrong or right?
I'm so mixed up
A million little reasons to go
But still, I'm so in love
If I were with him now
He'd take away the doubt
Focus just on us
And it's not so hard
Following half of my heart
