A Letter to You

We were only teens, barely sixteen You were in your bedroom while I was out doing big things We used to talk about our dreams on the phone Till' your mom comes home from work We say our goodbyes And you try to get some rest I stare at my ceiling thinking about your voice through the phone How can I fall in love so fast, Is this even real? Or is this a dream from the past I start to wonder if you feel the same You're different Was the first thing you told me in the morning When you opened up your beautiful eyes During school, i could feel your prescence right beside me I couldn't stop thinking about you that day You made me get my phone taken by my Bio teacher Remember that? I remember how we told our moms about eachother I remember you turning goth for a day No matter what lifestyle you tried to fit into It always looked so good on you Remember how I saved your contact as future wife? How could I ever forget about our talks About running away together to some Small town down in the country Faking our deaths and everything Wanting to start a family You would have been such a great mom, And an even better wife We both told our friends about eachother We had eachother in our instagram bios Fast forward about three months and We're already not doing good Useless arguments, recording messages and calls I caused you so much stress you didn't deserve I can feel you losing interrest And don't forget that facetime call we had Where we cried together I wanted to hold you so tight and never let go You were my other half We break up for a little We try to find somebody new Now its june school's out and You already met somebody brand new Seeing you smile with him made me Regret the hardships i put you through July comes around and you blow up my phone The same way you blew it up When i didn't reply after ten minutes It's around 2 am and you call me crying I ask what's wrong and you're as silent as a broken hearted girl You eventually tell me that you're sorry for everything And that your man left you Two years pass and I haven't heard from you since two julys ago I'm about to get on stage and perform Have you forgotten about me? Are you living a happy life with a new man? I walk on to the stage and perform my music Towards the end I could scan the crowd Surprisingly I see you with the biggest smile on your face I haven't been the same without you And knowing you still support me inspires me to do the best That night I stay with you inside your room Dimmed lavender L-e-d lights barely light up your room in you attic I remember you told me how much you loved it up there It feels like we're falling in live again Seven years passed Seven years passed and we finally have kids of our own We buy a nice house in a small town in the midwest Just how you wanted it Our kids eventually grow older and have their own kids You feel old yet sweety? We're grandparents now Now we're stuck inside the hospital Lying on your deathbed I grab your hand and we start reviewing our life together Remembering all the fun times we had as teens Getting married, buying our first house together Everything seemed to go by so quickly The doctor walks in and tells us it's time You look me in the eye one last time I start to feel your hand lose grip As tears slowly rolls down your eye I will never forget you I will never forget you And we say And we say our final And we say our final goodbyes Every now and again i still visit your grave Just beyond the bench we used to sit at Late at night when we were reckless teens Nobody ever told you how much i loved you I loved you more than love itself I miss you