Hesitation

You hollowed me out in 90 mile increments I'm driving dead end streets And you're mad they don't keep going Well why do we keep going anyway? The Verrazano and headaches all the time I swear the air is poison Where is the oxygen? A thousand bright lights obscuring my vision Strip away the paint and begin and begin again I am not the one you were hiding with A blue rose can't be mistaken I can hear your hesitation In your voice Now I can't get it out of my head Weighing down and dragging under, heavy and permanent You hollowed me out if only for the loneliness Controlling all your stories And I'm getting lost in all the details A chameleon with new colors every time Strip away the paint and begin and begin again I am not the one you were hiding with A blue rose can't be mistaken I can hear your hesitation In your voice Now I can't get it out of my head Weighing down and dragging under, heavy with hesitation In your voice Now I can't get it out of my head Weighing down and dragging under Driving home With red and orange trees And no ones in the front seat