Nameless

Here's to the last time That I allow myself To be haunted by the shadows of the past I'm taking my life back Taking my life back A youth spent oppressed Beaten, battered and always depressed Let down by those who were supposed to care The ones who left instead of being there I feel like I am drowning in a sea of liars and snakes Surrounded by all the bullshit I can't erase And I've tried my fucking best to rise above the hate And break the chains that bind me to this place Yet I've realized there's no escape And I once thought that I had it all figured out It's 10 years later and I'm still so fucking lost When will I wake up from this never ending nightmare? 'Cause I've been trapped in hell Locked away with all my fears I'll watch this whole world burn before I lie back And in the end, you'll be left here with nothing Go take your bullshit elsewhere I left the past behind You're on your own I'll watch this whole world burn Before I give up What little progress I have made On the path to something greater A promise I intend to keep These words still hold meaning And I'll do whatever it takes to keep myself from drowning And I'll do whatever it takes to keep myself from drowning Sometimes it's hard keeping my head above water With all this deadweight pulling down on me I've reached my breaking point These fractured bones may never heal I'm losing faith, it's all the same Every path I choose just leads to pain Time to shed the mask I'm taking my life back And I once thought that I had it all figured out It's 10 years later and I'm still so fucking lost When will I wake up from this never ending nightmare? 'Cause I've been trapped in hell Locked away with all my fears I'll watch this whole world burn before I lie back And in the end, you'll be left here with nothing Go take your bullshit elsewhere I left the past behind You're on your own, you're on your own (You're on your own)