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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Hot Milk
Performer
James Shaw
Guitar
Hannah Mee
Vocals
Harry Deller
Drums
Tom Paton
Bass
Harry Fausing Smith
Strings
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
James Shaw
Composer
Hannah Mee
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
James Shaw
Producer
Zakk Cervini
Mixing Engineer
Iain Clarke
Additional Producer
Grant Berry
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
I think I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?
Do I still feel alive or is it just the high?
Still waking, baking, tryna convince myself I'm fine
I don't really know what I am doing right now
Fake it 'til I make it 'cause I don't know how
Still waking, baking, but I'm telling my mum I'm fine
What the hell is going on with me?
I feel at home in a cemetery
I, I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?
Is it such a crime to hate myself sometimes?
I'm smoking, choking, but I'm only just getting by
Call me a vanilla kleptomaniac
Stealing from the rich and never giving back
Still smoking, choking, but I'm telling my dad I'm fine
I told you once, I told you twice, take my advice
I'm just a weirdo
Reality bites, I try to be nice
'Cause you don't wanna go where I go
Seeing ultraviolet on a bathroom floor
Trying to be content but always wanting more
Still smoking, choking, am I feeling alive?
I, I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?
Cross my heart, hope to die
Stick your needles in my eyes
Am I alive or feeling less?
So give me sex and cigarettes
Guilty and preoccupied with what will happen when I die
Am I alive or feeling less?
Is this all real or in my head?
And I, I hate myself, nobody else
And all my daydreams send me to hell
And all my friends have left again
Is this real or is it in my head?
And I, I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
Writer(s): James Alexander Shaw, Hannah Jade Mee
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