Slipped My Mind

The walls around me spin I think of the way it began If I were to know all the things That would change for that rush I'd still do it again All that I've wanted is all that I've known The callous pursuit of stimulants to a fault Open the vault Why do I seek that knowing the damage? I face the scars on my arms I can't deny that I romanticize it Missing the times that I've mourned The walls around me spin I think of the way it began If I were to know all the things That would change for that rush I'd do it again Whatever happened to all that I've learned? That darkened abyss I really shouldn't miss it at all But here I go Thinking about the glass shattered around me Shame from the promise I broke I can't deny that I romanticize it Missing the times that I've mourned Shadow men stalked me all through the night Shadow men stalked me all through the night The walls around me spin I think of the way it began If I were to know all the things That would change for that rush I'd do it again Pull it, push it, tight fist Pull it, push it and enter the void But I escaped so long ago Don't look down Don't look down The tourniquet I shouldn't miss I shouldn't miss the warm caress How can I?