Deer in the Headlights

I've been going to the bar alone Order myself a well whiskey and coke Take a deep breath with every sip Try to let something else go I've been going to the bar alone I am a deer in the headlights I know I should move I've been standing still for what feels like an eternity I can't follow through I am a deer in the headlights I know I should move I've been standing still for what feels like an eternity I can't follow through Oh-oh Oh oh oh oh-oh I've been thinking I don't want to live my life out of fear And I've been singing Anything to get me through the years I don't know what I want But I know it's not here I don't know who I am But I'm no longer scared I'm just going to the bar alone I am a deer in the headlights I know I should move I've been standing still for what feels like an eternity I can't follow through I am a deer in the headlights I know I should move I've been standing still for what feels like an eternity I can't follow through Oh-oh Oh oh oh oh-oh Oh oh oh oh-oh Oh oh oh oh-oh I've been going to the bar alone Getting so fucked up I feel it in my bones Trying to get up the courage to walk myself home In a new direction I am a deer in the headlights I know I should move I've been standing still for what feels like an eternity I can't follow through I am a deer in the headlights I know I should move I've been standing still for what feels like an eternity I can't follow through I can't follow through I can't follow through I can't follow through I can't follow