You know I've been thinking a lot
And I've been drinking my face off
Every time I try to drown my days I still feel, good for nothing
It tears me apart the thought of you alone
How could I be so selfish to think that you would never leave
I think of you and it's hard to breathe
I just wish you'd call to say hello
Seems the higher that I climb the farther that I fall away from you
I never had much to lose
My faith is that you'll see through this blurry spell over me
My head is not clear
I'm always searching for a way that I can just
Drift away
From my conscious reality
Breathe in deep and forget everything
Nothing can stop me from sinking
My grip is weakening on me everyday
And every single day
It gets harder to wake up
Please
Don't wake me up
It's not getting any easier
It's not getting any easier
