Condemned

We're all condemned My total pessimism is pasted to my hand The only way to get away from it, it's fuel and match I feel like getting psycho, is this insanity? How can I wake up from this nightmare if I'm not asleep? I'm biting my tongue, I'm cutting myself And I cannot feel any urge We're lying to ourselves Pretending it's fine to be dead I guess we'll never learn I'm waiting for a God Who keeps laughing at us all Why would you beat a dead horse? I've passed the point of no return We're all condemned now Cross my heart and find out if I still bleed 'Causе I'm awake but now I'm not alive, this situation's killing me Hopе begun to fade away, I'm locked in chains And nothing feels the same these days, can't drown my pain We're all condemned now (shout it out loud) We're all condemned We're all condemned Twinkle, twinkle, little star Take your knife and cross my heart Cross my heart, I can't feel you if you don't I can feel it in my bones So just hurt me, choke me, hurt me 'til I'm gone I'm biting my tongue, I'm cutting myself And I cannot feel any urge Leave me with my hunted brain until this shit will end And then give me a call We're all condemned now Cross my heart and find out if I still bleed 'Cause I'm awake but now I'm not alive, this situation's killing me Hope begun to fade away, I'm locked in chains And nothing feels the same these days, can't drown my pain We're all condemned now (shout it out loud) We're all condemned We can play pretend, everything will be alright While all you ever loved is crumbling right before your eyes We can play pretend, everything will be alright But deep inside we're dying to live as we used to when it was fine My dreams are rent asunder Can't go anywhere but under That's why I spare to sleep But the reality scares me more than any fantasy Cross my fucking heart My heart I'm burying myself Because everything else is already dead A cold place is waiting for us, I'm turning to dust This ain't a nightmare, I'll never wake up Fucked up, everything's so fucked up, fucked up We're all condemned Hope begun to fade away, I'm locked in chains And nothing feels the same these days, can't drown my pain We're all condemned now We're all condemned now