Confusing Thoughts

Let me tell that these lines are my medicine That's why I started to write that shit down You might be heaven sent You're so emberassing "Oh, you're acting like ..." Well I don't give a fuck about your stupid comparison, yea I am just living my life, am I committing a sin? Talking shit behind my back like I won't ever get it You can do you so I am doing my thing And don't ever tell that I've never tried it I won't stay quiet and stay down on the ground, I'm not gon' drown I'mma stand and speak out loud even when I'm not allowed to I have never lied to you, I have never trusted you But I still fucking care bout what you're going through Confusing thoughts and a crazy mind I felt like this at least a thousand times You might be listening to this and think it's just another rhyme No fear, uh, cause I won't haunt you in the night, kidding Do you have a place to hide? I know that satan is around and he's looking for my life Understand me now? No sleep, can't close my eyes Should I run or should I stay? The pain makes me feel alive My life I'm working hard on getting better but it's building up the pressure I'm ready for adventure Memories last forever So we should stand together Flip the middle fingers Fuck all the oppressors Fuck you