Achilles Heel

I'm trying to find a way To get back on the horse To see past the remorse And I don't know what's worse The timing or the feeling A false sense of healing Or the layers that I'm peeling That are filling up the room Chasing a thrill While trying to chill Overwhelmed Achilles heel Lost on the couch Skipping my meals This is my Achilles heel I know that i'm lost How will I be found Such a mental cost To be safe and sound I'm surrounded my thoughts are left divided Don't know what to think I keep on avoiding Feelings I don't want to feel So I avoid And I continue To think that I'm healing Chasing a thrill While trying to chill Overwhelmed Achilles heel Lost on the couch Skipping my meals This is my Achilles heel