Oh Please

Sometimes, I wonder How bad it looks behind the walls Of hate, I show I count the days reminding me I cannot hope Or play, or fall You've got a new hairdo, but I still have the same old walls You don't care, I'll do it on my own You're glad to see me doing shows Can you believe how hard it was To say and to grow? You couldn't be brave, you blame it on me Don't act like I'm the medal You weren't that fine, I had to be free I face the remains all alone now I cannot care (I cannot care) But I loved who you were Please don't think you're a part of it all Being that down is not a goal And I can't thank you, even if you're asking for I have never cried I was too busy counting all the lies You couldn't be brave, you blame it on me Don't act like I'm the medal You weren't that fine, I had to be free I face the remains all alone now I cannot care (cannot care) But I loved who you were Look inside These are some pictures of my scars You weren't blind I don't know what you're waiting for Don't act like I'm the medal 'Cause I will not be grateful