Toxic

Long chats on her phone she found a new man Took a plane flew to him it's a new plan In the beggining everything so innocent She never met a guy like him he is so different Deep inlove she falls as times goes They were never official they never spoke about roles The guy loved the girl he didnt know how to show it When the girl says i love you he says it too just to say it The guy loved the girl like too much he didn't know how to handle it The girl was sure he was the man he will be married with Small fights started between them it was normal The guy wanted privacy the girl wanted promo He was only showing love when he was drunk and shit But he was a ride or die he was loyal and shit They tried breaking up a couple times they came back He could not communicate like she knew jack At this point by standers they knew that is toxic But as soon as they had a fight they made up erotic He came from a fucked relationship he didn't want a sequal All she ever asked from him is to be loved equal He was inlove with her madly sadly he couldnt show it badly Gladly she loved him enough for both And sadly that was never enough for growth Even though you moving on You know deep in your heart you not free He was the worst and the best man you ever had uwi You call it love But it left you scars Even though you moving on You know deep in your heart you not free He was the worst and the best man you ever had uwi You call it love But it left you scars He said i never spent so much time with somebody And now i wanna do it with no body but your body So be patient with me I am trying to change be what you want me to be Don't i tell you everything that you wanna hear When your down and crying am i not here In a moment she is angry and yelling fuck that boy In ten minutes she in the bed with him fucking that boy What ever he says she does A perfect woman she was Verbal fights turn physical You would think they would break when situation was critical She tried finding another guy and just move on But she saw only him she felt like debt like unpaid loan It's like something wrong He started feeling like dying with depression and stress Eveybody feels this it got to be normal he guessed And now somebody's daughter took away his laughter again he loved before but he never loved harder Her mental health is gone But his love in her bones And now he is grabbing his glock In his mind will they really miss him on the block When am gone you can fuck niggas and more But if you respect me make sure it's not somebody i know Tell my family i'm sorry If you ever have kids please tell them my story You said you love me maybe i wanted more Now this glock in my mind you won't have me for sure