We all yearn for happy endings
A time when smiling comes easily, I
Used to want and chase that blue sky
Now I'm scared I've forgotten
How to fly through darkened storm clouds
I used to live within a safe lie
Familiar darkness keeping me alive, now
My art feels like it's not mine
Do I know how to fight, even when the enemy is on my side?
I love that I can finally wear white
But now I don't know who I am without the fight
Or flight, the fear of losing everything at once
Now, who am I?
Don't know how to live my life
Without breaking like a glass
On hardened floors of ice
So similar but biting cold will stop the blood flow
Veins filled with the songs of crying
Tears of golden sorrow
I used to think it's what I wanted
Being freed of all that churned inside of me
But now I wonder if this happy end is
What I want to be the end of me
The demons see my smile and then they leave
But they were safe inside of me
Although it's gone, I feel anxiety when
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
Don't know how to live my life
Without breaking like a glass
On hardened floors of ice
So similar but biting cold will stop the blood flow
Veins filled with the songs of crying
Tears of golden sorrow
How do I live this life
Without breaking like a glass
On hardened floors of ice
So similar but biting cold will stop the blood flow
Veins filled with the songs of crying
Tears of golden sorrow
What do I do with life
I'm not breaking but I'm glass on
Melting floors of ice
So warm and yet it doesn't stop the blood-filled veins
Not crying with the years I've spent with
Tears of golden sorrow
