Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kaleyah Williams
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ARONE
Producer
Lyrics
I know lately you can't recognize me
You can't get it in my head
Feel like you despise me
I know lately you don't want the drama
You don't wanna feel me out
Feel like that it's honest
I been tryna wrap my mind around the fact that this is all you see
And I ain't used to the kind of love you giving it's not meant for me
Oh what I mean, I have a hard time
Receiving not in my bloodline
It makes me nervous that's why I stay tryna sabotage
And now I'm on my own, all alone, can't let go, my vice
Now I'm on my own, all alone, can't let go, my vice
See I been tryna wrap my mind around the fact that this just ain't me
Dammit and I ain't used to the kind of love you giving it's not meant for me
Oh what I mean, I have a hard time
Receiving not in my bloodline
I don't deserve it that's why I stay tryna sabotage
Sabotage everything in my window you know
A tunnel vision predicted it's causing me to be ghost
That liquor vicious in my system
I'm never without a glass or a bottle or a cup
And you know I'm keeping a flask
It's bad my fists flying holes in the wall
Causing damage internally foreseeing where I fall
And I know you see potential minus anger and rage
Multiplying your love for me adding on to the pain
Dividing what I wanna conquer
And these days I wonder why you never duck and cover
Or dip and dodge, help me understand your focus
Cause mentally my mind is gone and the emptiness shows it
So what I tend to do is drown in my jaded thoughts
And leave you hanging anticipating the day I drop
And not to get all dark a couple days I wish upon it
So to spare you I just rather keep my distance while I'm twisted
And be consistently uh
On my own, can't let go, all alone, my vice, hey
Oh I'm on my own, all alone, can't let go, my vice, hey
Writer(s): Kaleyah Williams
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