Space In the Room

Space in the room Only five minutes til I take my life Only five minutes Dear Ma, I can never fake it This pain can't be resolved Everything I love is forsaken It's better if I'm not involved And she won't even speak to me I can only feel her spite She became a razor blade Cause I keep being tortured By the space in the room Only five minutes til it takes my life Only five minutes til you take my life Only five minutes til I take my life Had you in my arms And now I hate you I hate you But not as much As much as I hate myself I tried to put my focus on you And all your needs It kills me, I can't face that you are gone And it's on me Pretending Like I could be okay And you believed I'd heal if You only tried to keep the faith I came and you talked me out Of every decision That would take my soul Make me a victim Yeah I need you now Like my religion Gotta face my fate Cause I keep being tortured By the space in the room Only five minutes til it takes my life Only five minutes til you take my life Only five minutes til I take my life Had you in my arms And now I hate you I hate you But not as much As much as I hate myself