appeal (feat. VITO)

And you told me it gets better Never guessed that my mood would match the weather Grass grows, things heal I lost all of my appeal And I wish you told me sooner 'Cause then I wouldn't look like a loser I guess it's my fault for believing That I would someday lose the feeling Hey there, I got your letter Every word bled through the paper You wrote with so much weight I hope you're feeling better Avoiding signs from my body 'Cause I can't think of better things to do I lost everyone but you Cut ties with anyone around me They never cared about me They'll probably all forget me eventually And I'm stuck being everything I hated And I wish that I could somehow make it up to you The lies and all my faults were getting to me I think I should rot eternally And you told me it gets better Never guessed that my mood would match the weather Grass grows, things heal I lost all of my appeal And I wish you told me sooner 'Cause then I wouldn't look like a loser I guess it's my fault for believing That I would someday lose the feeling It's so good, lost feeling I'm getting better, I'm healing On every first of the month, I always fuck it up You didn't hurt me enough, so now we're back in touch Told myself I'd never fall in love again Care too much, I'm fucking up myself instead Losing grip on my reality, it's how it always ends I'm never going back home and I don't wanna be friends And you told me it gets better Never guessed that my mood would match the weather Grass grows, things heal I lost all of my appeal And I wish you told me sooner 'Cause then I wouldn't look like a loser I guess it's my fault for believing That I would someday lose the feeling