Only Child

On my shoulder as we laid awake And you always loved a smoke by eight 'Cause baby don't mind Gets never colder than when the daylight breaks Do you now regret the bed we made? Does it cross your mind? Well, baby, does it cross your mind? I did not intend to slow you down Mhm Even hoped that we would've spoke by now I was acting like an only child What takes forever is a lesson learned I have nothing to show for the medals I've earned And maybe I mind 'Cause no one's ever seen me traipsing in I've been hiding from all the places I've been And sore from trying And acting like an only child But I did not intend to slow you down Oh Even though I'd hoped we'd have spoke by now Maybe we were only lying Heaven's closing, they're still pouring drinks And of all those crazy ways you think I love you lying But I can't reason with the past we face I'm sorry for the mess we made And if you want, we'll pick through my mistakes You'll see me crying But maybe we could put it all behind I did not intend to force your hand Oh Even though we swore we'd understand Maybe we'll be always trying We'll be always trying