Who Am I?

Try to keep smiling It's never that simple tho All I can do is try you feel me Yeah So that's what imma do Look Open up my soul and let some Spoken letters out Open up my mind I feel a little better Now Had a bad case was sick of sitting in a Living hell Locked in my mind can't make eye Contact only contacting through the Cells Ran from myself and I hit a dead end At the mirror gotta make a worthy First impression Never formally met him according to My recollection I looked him dead in the face and see My long lost best friend Longing for a lesson or five That can make the answers clearer This world is barely alive I wish that I could heal her I try to keep smiling If it fix this broken mirror Not judging a book by its cover don't Make fiction realer I reminisce before the demons had Moved in The times we had when the fam was Goin thru it The times when we were happy Inside but we never knew it I know the past and I can't go back But it gives me hope for the future If you can Try to keep smiling, yeah Took the right way Make sure I don't steer off Ive seen brighter days I live so they can't kill me off Look into my eyes Recognize that I'm alive Ask my self a hundred times Who am I Just a guy A kid from Dayton That was shy Not involved in altercations More so observative, I Had plenty phases Picture me with crayons Painting dreams of claiming crowns A king in the making Blue chips and checks so it's very Verified When will god be calling me Caught in between A rock and a hard place it seems I Found myself partially Pardon me during phases Aging with continuous scars I gotta try to praise god and be holy A hole in one is only sub par I won't settle for that cause there's More in store and Dad I'm glad our relationship is Restored man Mom my childhood was all I could Ask for but I Got my own wars that I try to ignore Tryna find I in the storm and This feeling is foreign Woulda got in less trouble if I just Listened to warnings But I got no stories without the Trouble No glory without the struggle No endurance if i never had nothing To run from No no no I know I know I Took the right way Make sure I don't steer off I've seen brighter days I live so they can't kill me off Look into my eyes Recognize that I'm alive Ask myself a hundred times Who am I Who am I Who who am I aye Who am I (Who even is Trey Posey? Like who Is that nigga bruh like who is he) Who am I to say I'm not still Somewhat missing Who am I to think I'm gifted Confused as to why I made it to 21 And my brother didn't He had so many second chances Maybe the 52nd woulda been Different Indifferent to religion But I've seen enough to know I'll Never see enough I've seen enough to know I'll never See it all I've lived enough to know I'll never Be enough for everyone I've lived enough to know I might Not see tomorrow I've talked to god enough to know he Might not hear my calls I've seen evil enough to know that it Cannot make me fall God I wrote you a letter can you just Notice it The devil is next, the closer I get to My dream The more he focuses on Me and I'm over it I'm over it Said I'm over it But this ain't over, nah