Antlers/Skinwalker

Can't open up, got plugged Filled to the brim like a mug People wanna come take a sip Tell them sit down, I ain't gonna spit Yeah, I got a wit on me, I know I'm smart Doc said the IQ placed off the chart Classrooms used to look dark Old bus yards, damn things hardly ever start Me and other kids always were apart Now a couple of 'em coming tryna sell a cart They all got a lotta luck like a dart game Probably never gonna know that life is hard Was always jealous, but of what? As a child I would envy But now I'm older and don't really give a fuck Wandering the woods, found the antlers of a buck Covered by the dead, brown leaves Color of a cream, large as a flat screen Bunch of bones scattered all over the scene They were a crown to a king Now they lay alone, not a lot of meaning so it seems That's the look of life to me There's a lotta hype to be Something big But we all die in the end So why do we try to pretend? Keep a lotta fake a friends Let our characters bend If asked if we're happy, it depends All the little things that we spend Dollars printed never really mend Can you shut the fuck up Feeling mean, kids don't look at the screen Spit so rough, barf bile, goo's green I'm a little nuts, see a face in the wall I could talk to it, walk through it Paint what I saw, ease pain with a saw Rip through a man, easy as a brown bear's claw Catch flukes, crazy, eating that shit raw Maggots gotta hate, highlighting a flaw Pay no heed, planning how to make them bleed Oughta stomp shit, have them eating from a straw Regress, take them back, regrets? Not at all Bloodline feral, K9's gonna maul Take it off a leash, they leap, never stall Better hope you can run, if not you gon' crawl Claim you never cry? I bet I'll make you bawl I know freaks that'll catch you all Bury bones under boards, wear skin as a shawl I'm a loon, no match for a goon Watch through a window, lids thin, zoom Look at the moon, not a talker Stick to myself in the woods, skinwalker