Too Soon

I did it how you liked it but said you thought of cheating The lighter in your hand now burned the sheets we used to lay in You smoked up in my room while your favourite band was playing Mannies smile still fucks without you praying It's not your fault, but it's your fault for how you treated me You never liked my band, pretend it's jealousy I had sex with your hero say that I did it for myself Now I'm in dirty sheets, and it's fucking with my health You did this not me Is this your way of telling me you're guilty (I'm being talked about) You did this not me Is this your way of telling me you're sorry? I couldn't fix you, so I broke myself instead But it's too soon I did it how you liked it, and you liked it as security Your mother and your lover when you could have got therapy I did it how you liked 'til it gave me anxiety I saw the way you looked at me when I said I'm on sertraline You're not a critic you're the voice of your father Did you feel the guilt? Were you bothered? I've become bitter now so I'll stay mad I'll lay in dirtier sheets knowing I was the best you ever had You did this not me Is this your way of telling me you're guilty You did this not me Is this your way of telling me you're sorry? I couldn't fix you, so I broke myself instead But it's too soon But it's too soon I was screaming, I was holding in my hands There was nothing, the piles in my room A person, I deserved it, I see you turn over It's your face, did I hurt ya? Tell the doctor I'm better, tell the doctor I'm better I was screaming, I was holding in my hands There was nothing, the piles in my room A person, I deserved it, I see you turn over It's your face, did I hurt ya? Tell the doctor I'm better, tell the doctor I'm better I couldn't fix you, so I broke myself instead But it's too soon But it's too soon But it's too soon But it's too soon