Patterns

I've been trying not to say, what's been plaguing my mind Cos it's taking its toll and it's wasting my Time moves faster for you, than it's moving for me I don't want to get up, but I'm too tired to sleep I'm laying awake, and you're snoring too loud I know that I'm pissed but I don't know what about I'm opening up, to the people I trust Because you said it would help, but I don't think it's worth the fuss And I've been trying to change The patterns that I keep I know it's such a strain To hear that every week I know it hurts you when I say it's not that deep Just get some rest my friend Let's just go back I'll wait, wait by the door, as you're biting your tongue It should be easier said, but it's easier done I'm checking my hand, I should probably fold As you're looking straight down, text messaging Old flames that you still maintain, I should remain calm Watching my old scars fade away Safe near the people I trust, who said they would help And they're probably right, but I don't wanna make a fuss And I've been trying to change The patterns that I keep I know it's such a strain To hear that every week I know it hurts you when I say it's not that deep Just get some rest my friend Let's just go back to sleep And I've been trying to change The patterns that I keep