ERNEST

If you listen close you can hear the tables turn Still see the smoke from the bridges that I burned Still feel the ghosts of the niggas that I served Still do the most even though they don't deserve it Bullshit curve it, life I had to learn it Even when I'm ashes, they can say that he earned it Never been the average, I was different at birth Whole fam cut in half, it's either temple or church Granny is Muslim, other granny is a Christian I believe in god but it's something bout religion Had to play the card even tho a few was missing You can say I'm flawed but I live with my decisions Wishing out loud I just want someone to listen When it goes down everybody plays the victim Sticking to the mission even when they contradict it Briss not Missin' you can ask the competition They know the business The truth hurts, but a lie could be fatal When prides on the line, all bets off the table I seen the best rise to occasion Just to fall victim to a small altercation If it's not a grave, then they get incarcerated It's the same game, just another nigga playin It won't change so I gotta motivate em Tryna stay sane while I focus on the payment Wishing out loud am I crazy? Wishing out loud am I crazy? Looking for the words while I'm writing this song Stuck in the zone cuz the mind gotta a mind of its a own I took time, cuz that's the only way you can know You flash in the pan, I'm the flame on the stove I'm too hot to touched but I'm cold with it The new spot hella plush, we can go swimming Was too fly for the bus, there was no women Now I'm screaming let's gooo like I'm glorilla Imma go get it, cuz I'm a go getter Blowin' kush to the gods, word to smoke DZA Now the shows sold out to the flow with it Even brought the bros out to perform with him Wishing out loud Wishing out loud Used to wish for everything I got now Used to hit the function bring the block out Now I need some money if I pop out Wishing out loud Wishing out loud Used to wish for everything I got now Used to a want a rarri, need the yacht now Moms happy for me and my pops proud Doing pretty good for a drop out Riding thru the hood with top down I still get love cause it's my town Everything I want is what we got now Did a whole lot to live this lifestyle Yesterday's price ain't the price now Any day for me could be light out But until then I'm wishing out loud