Made It Out

If I take one pray for me Hope for the best It's the only way to deal with the stress They want me locked up tied down Hopeless and reckless All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now Yeah But somehow Yeah I made it out Of course you care now Of course you care now Stress got me tied up tied like a noose Stuck in a trap there's nothing I can do Trying not to cry but there's no one in the room Just waiting to die Still think about you Hope nobody finds me I don't them to see Everything I was and all I could be Would it be a better sight if I hung from a tree Start to look inside and think about me Wait I don't wanna die I know I deserve a better life Ain't nobody help me this far So I know when I get it what I get is mine I struggle and I kick throw a hell of a fit What I'm doing is sick I want to be fixed I want forgiveness I'm wanting to live But my hand just slips And I start to give in If I take one pray for me Hope for the best It's the only way to deal with the stress They want me locked up tied down Hopeless and reckless All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now Yeah But somehow Yeah I made it out Of course you care now Of course you care now If I take one pray for me Hope for the best It's the only way to deal with the stress They want me locked up tied down Hopeless and reckless All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now Yeah But somehow Yeah I made it out Of course you care now Of course you care now I reach for the peak I reach for the crown It's a long way up and a longer way down I think about then and where I am now I think of how lucky it is I'm loud I think about when I started making these sounds I think of the drugs that brought me to the ground I think of how I sobered up clean somehow I think of the beauty of the top of these clouds I don't want to be anything like I was Yet I still think about the times all of The people I met and how much I loved To be with them to be someone And now I'm alone and I'm having the thoughts I beg them to go but they never ever stop I want you to know I gave it all I got I grab on the rope and head to the top If I take one pray for me Hope for the best It's the only way to deal with the stress They want me locked up tied down Hopeless and reckless All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now Yeah But somehow Yeah I made it out Of course you care now Of course you care now If I take one pray for me Hope for the best It's the only way to deal with the stress They want me locked up tied down Hopeless and reckless All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now Yeah But somehow Yeah I made it out Of course you care now Of course you care now