Void

Tryna fill the void I'm all out with the drugs Runnin' out of love but I can't give up How many times could I give my trust Oh Nowadays I been feelin' like I'm not enough Runnin' through my thoughts overthinkin' too much Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck I can't breathe, I can't think devil on my shoulder always got ahold of me. I keep prayin up to god hoping that he set me free I just wanna feel alive and get everything I need, I got way too many people tellin me who I should be Getting used to it but feeling like they wanna see me bleed. Ain't nobody ever holding down but clearly on my team. When it all goes down it all leaves Oh I feel so alive I can't stay sober I can't stay sober Baby all I know is poor I don't wanna need more drugs And I never wanna grow up I just wanna stay young Yeah I always been a loner Never knew where to go Yeah Tryna fill the void I'm all out with the drugs Runnin' out of love but I can't give up How many times could I give my trust Oh Nowadays I been feelin' like I'm not enough Runnin' through my thoughts overthinkin' too much Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck Warfare in my head Dealin' with this pain inside my chest Nowadays I don't got too many friends Nowadays I don't got too many friends Yeah Can't let fake energy get up in my vicinity And I'm made too real When I die they remember me Cuttin' everybody off I don't got no more sympathy What's the point of really talkin' I don't got no one listenin Never knew the right way I should love Livin' in a nightmare can't wake up How many times could I fill my cup Oh Tryna fill the void I'm all out with the drugs Runnin' out of love but I can't give up How many times could I give my trust Oh Nowadays I been feelin' like I'm not enough Runnin' through my thoughts overthinkin' too much Tryna find a way out but I'm stuck