Bittersweet

Aye Check check Nah, go 'head Ask what you wanna ask I'ma keep it G with you, you know I'll tell you everything Look, so far gone in this lifestyle Feeling kinda bittersweet I'm digging deep just to find a peace I'll keep it G, you keep it real with me Listen, you wanna know my story baby Grab some white wine and take a seat I got 28 years, nothing to show for it But 100 freaks all with opportunity To tell them that they been with me But never win with me Believe I'm on a Pimpin' spree I'm feeling like I'm Bun'y B Underground King make these women wanna rock with me But see me as a stock increase and never as a Socrates They don't respect my mind, it's really for the clout Or attention, not to mention I'm a thriving black man in this democracy But disconnected from my counterparts Black women aught to know I have a heart But intrigue of exotics force me to move robotic With commitment, hardly modest I was running wild in college, look I did dirt and made colder women I had threesomes with older women Most the time I barely know the women I hit the road, do a show, meet another heavy load Then I'm forced to cold shoulder women Maybe it's, insecurities That I'm running from, you would think I'm wearing cleats Should I force my hand, or stay true to me A short attention span, I need a new release from all the Pretty women round the world, but not one I can call my own and, I been on my grown man Tic-tac-toe for the loving, not a game But the X and O's change and I'm feeling like there's no friends Damn, I'm feeling all alone man Damn, but really I'm my own man Thinking bout decisions Talking to my younger self, hoping that he listen I be telling him the Grass ain't greener on the other side Even with, all the models and the actresses and dancers I still be looking for an answer Why I'm still stuck in this room all alone With no one to call my phone It's really no one to call my own I swear this lifestyle's bittersweet Bittersweet Said it's bittersweet I swear this lifestyle's bittersweet I can get what I want Not what I need, not what I need Lifestyle's bittersweet, so bittersweet I can get what I want