Contemplating

So on your shelf is all our memories Collecting dust like you don't care for me If all you want is something perfect, then I guess I'll leave cause' you won't care for me And I'm overstressing all the things that you said And I'm stuck between the truth and lies in my head And I'm barely breathing over words that you said And I'm contemplating all the time that we spent Oh, that we spent Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? No matter how it ends, I'm gon' blame myself Money can't buy not a thing that help So I sit around and write about the things I felt Like when we locked eyes, and I felt you melt Yeah Was it just me? Did I feel something more when you kissed me? Does it hurt a lil' more when you miss me? Fuck calling cause all you do is cry (Cry) Don't be silent; your love is violent, so, Cry (Cry) I dreaded falling, but I'm way beyond it Where were you last night? It's kind of fucked up that I... I did all this shit to myself Hello? Oh yes, I remember that Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Is this all you want? Don't leave me