Lost My Social Life

Only pull through at night I know what you're here to do Said she can't tell my vibe Well, I guess that makes two Asking me, "am I alright?" Like, what are you tryna do? Said, "I been living my life in spite, and that's why I am here with you." Fillin' my cup tryna press my luck it's all in time What you gon' say when I'm M.I.A. and go eternalize I don't got time for love And I know I got none for you Guess I became what's forged in hate I lost my social life So why did I hit you up? (What did you say?) If I spoke my truth, you'd probably hate my guts So why do you want my love? (You're fucking dumb) If you took one taste, it'd prolly' fuck you up I don't even wanna start 'Cause you know this shit ain't real And you said I been looking so far But you don't even know how I feel I barely even know who you are But I let you take the wheel I'm still stuck in the dark Like, when will I ever heal? She blow' up my phone I hate you, girl, but I want you here She won't ever know I lost myself when I was over there But she does the most 'Cause girls like her don't wanna care But it irks me, and she knows I can't find a girl like her Fillin' my cup tryna press my luck it's all in time (I'm so done) What you gon' say when I'm M.I.A. and go eternalize (You were my life) I don't got time for love (Fuck true love) And I know I got none for you Guess I became what's forged in hate I lost my social life So why did I hit you up? (What did you say?) If I spoke my truth, you'd probably hate my guts So why do you want my love? (You're fucking dumb) If you took one taste, it'd prolly' fuck you up Darling No, no, I won't this time; I won't forgive you You're not going to make a fool of me again Are we dreaming? Hello? Wildo Do you love me? Lost in this game, so I made this sound Trapped in a phase, but it feels profound I took the blame when you made me doubt Now you can't evade all the things I found Now I can't deny all the things I feel Fuck, feeling love, has it ever been real? You left a scar that I know won't heal So ill make another song just to break through this ceil Are we dreaming? Yes Don't go