Bleed Out

My hands are up Cause I'm in this cycle again Writing thoughts of a pessimist I lack clarity I resorted to Letting the ache contort my well-being While I'm fighting For the love that's left in me Cause I can't seem to loosen up (It's killing me) This misery is comforting As I bleed out I'm spiraling It's bringing me down It's bringing me down They say to understand this life you must experience pain To carry a cross with near unbearable weight Do not tread lightly Do not be afraid Anger's led by fear While Hate's led by anger The suffering is led by the hate But what Would it cost to change The way I think To have More trust in you And more Faith in me? Cause I can't seem to loosen up (It's killing me) This misery is comforting As I bleed out I'm spiraling It's bringing me down It's bringing me down Is this process all that's left for me? And what am I truly willing to leave behind To make amends with melancholy? Cause I can't seem to loosen up (It's killing me) This misery is comforting As I bleed out I'm spiraling It's bringing me down It's bringing me down On the way up I'm spiraling As I bleed out I'm spiraling It's bringing me down It's bringing me down It's killing me