DOWNER

What ever happened at the after party? Said too much, yeah, I'm so sorry I sugarcoat it Fake serotonin Can't tell the difference I barely know it Couldn't see, yeah, my vision's blurry Shoulda left at 11:30 I guess I'm broken Caught in the moment Spilled it open Shoulda shut it, oh I don't really wanna be a downer But I'm still spinnin' in my head Try to wake up and smell the flowers But everybody that I love is dead (Everybody that I love is dead) (Everybody that I love is dead) Friends used to call me for a good time Now my text's left on read like the bad guy I saw this comin' I'm good for nothin' Just pull the trigger 'Cause I wanna wake up, and I'm runnin' outta reasons to keep breathin' And it fuckin' sucks that everybody leaves me, oh, oh Does it ever get easy? I don't really wanna be a downer But I'm still spinnin' in my head Try to wake up and smell the flowers But everybody that I love is dead (Everybody that I love is dead) (Everybody that I love is dead) Maybe I'm afraid I push 'em all away If I ask you to stay Will you please just stay? I don't really wanna be a downer But I'm still spinnin' in my head Try to wake up and smell the flowers But everybody that I love is dead (And I'm runnin' outta reasons to keep breathin') (And it fuckin' sucks that everybody leaves me) (Everybody that I love is dead)