A Black Heart and Even Blacker Lungs

Marching through an endless winter in my head Contemplating whether we'd be better off if I was dead Never ceasing always reaching to my core Waking things inside me that I hoped I'd never feel before Coming undone Light up and keep on repeating Bury the pain Exhale a feeling that's fleeting A black heart and even blacker lungs Falling faster in an endless fever dream Getting higher sinking lower Things inside are never what they seem Can't replace the feeling I get from the drugs Turning myself into something nobody on earth could love Falling apart Light up and keep on repeating Bury the pain Exhale a feeling that's fleeting Faking a smile Hiding the fact that I'm numb Nothing feels real anymore A black heart And even blacker lungs