Lost in my state of mind
Found myself in my head
Millions of spiders in my lungs that aren't yet dead
Broke my fucking mirror looking at my face
Abandoned by nobody except by my own faith
So why don't you pretend?
So why don't you remember?
I'm wasted away
My grip's gone in the wind
But I can't confuse ya with something that I love
I feel like I am breaking
Like nothing's worth doing
Why don't you kick me
Beat me up, why don't you?
So why don't you pretend?
So why should I fucking care?
So why don't you pretend?
So why don't you remember?
I broke down half dead
Made my own bed
I'm losing every single day
I let my heart sink
Felt god's eye wink
As I cut down my only hand
So why don't you pretend?
So why don't you remember?
So why don't you pretend?
So why don't you remember?
