Heavy Heart, Heavy Crown

Cancer of the lungs Disease of the tongue Half filled scripts Of indecisive love Vying for attention Is who you've become You spew and you spit All the salt and the sin Even pity couldn't claim you With the malice in your grin Or transgressions of shame You've built up in disdain Swallowing up anyone Who's ever tasted your pain Yet your guilt knows no name A fault in the wave Of consciousness that still Somehow resides in your brain While your Frozen in fear And shackled by chains In a lonely throne room Wearing the Mark of Cain The only difference between Departure and defeat A thin line measured With a guillotine So will you lose head Or give up your pride A thin mine measured With the blisters you hide You can take your crown (Don't let it break your neck) The only burden you own (Don't let me forget) The weight casts you down (Dragging me with you) In shallow self doubt you still drown You can take your crown (Don't let it break your neck) The only burden you own (Don't let me forget) The weight casts you down (Dragging me with you) In shallow self doubt you still drown You still drown You bitch and you moan You ramble, I groan Sick of every criticism Shoved down my throat Your porcelain face Etched with eager dismay Forced to listen to the reasons That I need to change Flawless and pure So pompously sure It's your fragile ego That I'm forced to endure You laugh and you lie A jester disguised But I can see the secrets That you think you can hide The only difference between Departure and defeat A thin line measured With a guillotine So will you lose head Or give up your pride A thin line measured With blisters you hide You can take your crown (Don't let it break your neck) The only burden you own (Don't let me forget) The weight casts you down (Dragging me with you) In shallow self doubt you still drown You can take your crown (Don't let it break your neck) The only burden you own (Don't let me forget) The weight casts you down (Dragging me with you) In shallow self doubt you still drown Drowning out all The deafening sounds Your heart beats like An earthquake Crashing the rhythm we found In our selves Consuming every structure we made Leaving nothing but destruction in your wake A common problem from an eloquent fake With no remorse or guiding shame It's time we pawns remove the king The only difference between Departure and defeat A thin line measured With a Fucking guillotine You can take your crown (Don't let it break your neck) The only burden you own (Don"t let me forget) The weight casts you down (Dragging me with you) In shallow self doubt you still drown