Separation

When it comes from the depths Do you lift it Just to turn away and make distance Or push it down even deeper Let it eat you alive in the ether Overwhelming (me) Like they're telling (me) I am cursed to (be) I can't fucking (breathe) Old scars Singing the woes of violence Slow death Breathe in ultraviolet It's Too much too fast Going uphill but I know it won't last Lying on the floor and reliving the past Trauma will forgive all the bottles I smash "I am the son of the devil False gods brought down to my level I can make your nightmares reality I'll show you sights you should never see" Take me out with the hands that feed Let me out of the way I see Speaking in tongues will not disguise The horrors now placed before my eyes Too much too fast Going uphill but I know it won't last Lying on the floor and reliving the past Trauma will forgive all the bottles I smash It's all Too much too fast Going downhill looking forward to the crash I'm a danger to myself but the pills won't last Hanging from my neck in a house made of glass