I thought I was seeing you through me
And that is not what I wanted to be like
But if you go, I know I'll realize
That you're the champion of my time
You were there when I started to look like a woman, a woman
Telling me I shouldn't mind what they say or make fun of, fun of
I know this isn't a game to you
Giving up, I deserve it
You know I carry the shame of it
Like a child, kicking with torment
When you say that you don't know if I love you
It kills me
I know that it's one of your dreams
That you and I would get along alright
But maybe it's the you in me that stops us
And the part that you don't like
You were there when I started to slide and keep slipping, slipping
Trying to remind myself of all those times when I'm slipping, slipping
I know this isn't a game to you
Giving up, I deserve it
You know I carry the shame of it
Like a child, kicking with torment
See, the thing is that I don't know if I love you
And it kills me
