Ecstasy

They say love is impossible to find I'mma be the one that is cutting in line Do I need to see the end just to reach my goal It's gonna be the greatest story ever told Papa said that I need to do good If I did well, I was misunderstood Treating everyone with loyalty and respect Going down in the books for cashing in the checks I'll be way better doing things myself I don't need crap, quit asking for help My road to the riches starts right here I never made a promise, so it's very unclear Can you tell me what I'm doing all wrong Can I really fix it, or I'm just dumb It's my life, I can do what I want Switching up the times, now my heart just stopped But I'm still winning They wanna live life, in ecstasy They wanna go fight, but we'll just see I went from getting angry to a man Stop and take second, didn't get an implant I know it's hard to tell, but I'm really getting through All the stress and trauma, that would've made me doomed From the very start, looking at my life Growing all up, now I'm riding all the bikes The top to the bottom, but I stayed where I am Give me one more chance, cramming in for the jam Gold mines, are what I see right now Throughout the world, someone holds the crown It can't be me, I'mma put myself down Even though I did much, didn't take the right route Still get called on for how I act It's a good wrap, I can call it my fact All the lucky people that said that they made it I'mma be one of them, and I'm not gonna fake it You wish all your thoughts would just go away It'll be a day, but it's here to stay Cracking all the shells, who's ringing the bell Sitting in the back, waiting for the expel But I excel They wanna live life, in ecstasy They wanna go fight, but we'll just see I'd never thought I could make it I thought I never tried But when I make it to the end I can say I survived It'll be a long while till I make it on my own Another couple years, I will have it dethroned I'm taking all my time, and I'm not in no rush If we meet once again, then we must keep in touch Moving out to the far lands I call home Gotta bounce back if I plan to roam The free space that I claim as my town Visitors are allowed, unless they're around Can it be mine, I'm not saying that it's yours We can all quit, if we're too unsure Poking around the Paris catacombs If I do get lost, then I'm considered boned Fast timing is how I get by I said one time, that its okay to try You'll never get anywhere if you go flee I'mma say this once, never say it again Really gonna think, that you always never could Get back to where you were, now you're shook The hardship anomaly gets you nowhere Next thing you know, we're now millionaires And that's what's fair They wanna live life, in ecstasy They wanna go fight, but we'll just see I'd never thought I could make it I thought I never tried But when I make it to the end I can say I survived