I've been holding on to something that isn't real
Couldn't be lost, couldn't be found
I've been wondering how long I could bear to feel
Stuck in the sound, between the sky and the ground
Hovering in suspension
I disappear
Everything I've come to know
Surrendered
And offered to the records
Of remembering
This longing is such a crucible
Of wandering among the half-dead and half-hearted
I don't have much more to give and truth be told
I'm not sure that I ever did
But in the spark I saw the art of a memory
Making its way down the halls of my darkest dreams
There were portraits on the walls of the lovers I had lost
In the fires of a dawning that couldn't come soon enough
And maybe i had it wrong
The pictures in my mind
So many shapes and so many faces
Every time i chase the song, what do i find
Pleasures untasted, moments i wasted
Wandering the realms of regret
You disappear
And everything we came to be
To one another's
Been broken by a hunger
And a thundering
This longing is such a crucible
Of wandering among the half-dead and half-hearted
I don't have much more to give and truth be told
I'm not sure that I ever did
But in the spark I saw the art of a melody
Making its way down the trail of my sweetest dreams
There were poems in the flowers in the shimmering night light was
Moving to the muses there was only us and you of course the
Picture of an angel whose soul was on fire with
The love that I'd been aching for all the while, all the while
The edges of my heart beat beat beat against the walls
Of a mind that was shattering, shattering, shattering
Death don't you come, I'm having way too much fun
Death don't you come, I'm having way too much fun
Death don't you come don't you come don't you dare come death
Strike me a bargain
I'm one of your own kind
Oh death so kind of you
Oh death it was so kind of you to come
Oh death so kind of you
Oh death it was so kind of you to come
