DAMAGE CONTROL

When I open up, I feel like I overshare I get nervous, people cut me out like tangled hair I don't give, I just take I'm a liar, I'm a fake At least that's the way it feels when I'm anywhere How do I sleep with myself? When all that I see is this hell? This damage control Is taking a toll Can't let it go So what if I, what if I don't? The only place I'm honest is inside my head When I'm by myself under the covers in my bed But it's just as toxic, the mirror makes me nauseous If my body is a temple, why's it such a mess? How do I sleep with myself? When all that I see is this hell? This damage control Is taking a toll Can't let it go So what if I, what if I don't? I'm losing my mind Falling behind Can't get this right So what if I, what if I don't? If I'm being honest, I like where I started But I know that's where I can change I'm tired of trying and thinking of dying But what if I, what if I don't? This damage control Is taking a toll Can't let it go So what if I, what if I don't? I'm losing my mind Falling behind Can't get this right So what if I, what if I don't? This damage control Can't let it go So what if I, what if I don't? Losing my mind Can't get this right So what if I, what if I don't? (So what if I, what if I don't?) (So what if I, what if I?)