Little Contradictions

I'm a product of the years I've spent Worried about what I'll forget And I'm always so afraid That I'll end up old and in a fit Realizing I wasted it Then I wake up and decide to never change My bleeding heart, it won't open up My candle it burns, in a metal tub I finally quit, but I can't give up And I'm empty but I'm full up to the brim With little contradictions Oh oh Little contradictions Oh oh And I hate it that you walked away So I decided I should celebrate No more dealing with your shit But my God I think I'm missing it And I think I'm better now I declare it as I fall onto the ground My bleeding heart, it won't open up My candle it burns, in a metal tub I finally quit, but I can't give up And I'm empty but I'm full up to the brim With little contradictions Oh oh Little contradictions Oh oh I get knocked out and then when I wake up I'm holding on tight to a poison that's fatal I can't let go till somebody takes it And then I break down cuz I know that I'll chase it These little contradictions Oh oh Little contradictions Oh oh